Today, I want to use a word I never let myself use...
I hate you
I seriously hate you.
I hate you with a lust filled love that could never be satisfied!
I hate you with a blind eye and a deaf nose!
My arms search for you and my lips miss the taste of you.
I HATE YOU!
I hate that look in your eye that tells me what you think.
I hate the way I loved you!
Did you hear that??
LOVED!! I lovED you!
You, with your Jack Daniels grin and your Barefoot blue jean nights.
With your whiskey tipped breath and your moonshine eyes.
And all old men are smokin' crack!
Somkin' crack with Jack?
Jack, who smokes his crack from his fathers cutstom made 1929 ginger ale flack.
With his weed brownies and his speed infused red bull...
Ten bucks for two is the pitch he buys while we lift another Mary-Jane cigar to our lips.
But, we don't have the decency to raise our pinkie to the one who made this marijuana for us.